DECISION MAKING

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Here I am again.

Torn.

But I have to make a decision.

A decision that may affect people around me.

This has been a major factor for me being "LUTANG" this past few days.

Should I really do this? I know that when I did, it will be positive for me, but negative for some (I think!).

I'm not like this before. I'm not the type that will consider EVERY person's opinion when it comes to decision making. I've been a nice and considerate individual for quite some time now. So considerate that I thought of every single person's opinions before coming up with a reasonable decision. .

Like what I'm doing right now. I have this thing going on in my head for three months, to be exact. This is really hard for me especially the "person" whom I think that will have greater impact with all of these is one nice person.

But what can I do? I deserve it too, at least they told me I do!

Crap!

I hate this. 

I just want to be happy. I just want what's best for my life and career. They say "Opportunity knocks only once" so shall I grab this opportunity? Can I bear the fact that some will have a not so good reaction? Or shall I let this pass? And just be a good person instead?

I really need to decide now before it's too late or else I'll regret this for the rest of my life.