EMPTY

Have you had the feeling that even you keep yourself busy, still, you feel empty?

I did. For almost three days now.

I have been very busy this past few days because of Business Planning and Year End Reports.

My organizer is full of itineraries.

My phone kept on ringing, reminding me of the meetings that I should attend.

Hectic, in short.

Still, in the middle of those, I will pause, then, EMPTY.


Today, is our Christmas Party and everybody is happy and excited.

But ME?, Nah! I don't feel like attending the party. I'm not in the mood for partying.

Actually, I'm not in the mood for smiling, laughing, greeting people and even talking.

I just want to work, work, and work more.

Workaholic? NO!

I just dont want to have IDLE time. I really dont.

I'm scared that I will just breakdown and cry.

NO!, not here in my office.

Maybe tonight, in my room, where I can be alone.

I hate this, I am not used to this.

EMPTY?. Yes. I am.